OK really!!! this is going to be done!

ok so life is moving along as it always does. Life does not stop for anyone. no matter what the mins just keep on ticking by. This is hard from me sometimes like i am sure all of you. I am about as serious as i have ever been about losing weight. I can not and will not continue the past that i have been going down. It is unacceptable. My family deserves better and so do I. so far i have lost about 25lbs since dec when i started this. that is better then gaining but from jan-jun i was not actively doing anything to lose weight. Now it is on. I am ready and i am not going to use time, life or money as an excuse to be fat any longer. the past week i have gone to the gym ever single day. (woohoo) and while the scale has not been my friend at all. I do feel better because i am moving forward. I am excited to do a 5K with Kyle in October as a birthday present to myself!! i am hope by January to do a 10K. and we will see from there the next goal! this is my life and i am taking it back!! not to mention that i am sooo going to be hot!!! that is a woohoo for Ron!

Life sometimes seems like a runaway train!!!

Well life is moving forward. Which don't get me wrong is a fantastic thing!! but i am just feeling like i am a little behind. We are going to have a lot of changes this year! we are moving to Florida. This is an exciting thing since it will be easy for Ron to find work in his field. ( So easy that when we were down there visiting for the kids Christmas break, he found a job) He unfortunately is not doing comedy right now. He is doing characters but he is making good money. It is hard for us since me and the kids are in Springfield and he is in Florida. but we will be there as soon as I can get a job with an airline down there. ( we are too spoiled to not have free air benefits!!) so we are waiting patently for that to come about. Another fantastic thing about the area in Florida that we will be moving to is i am going to be able to go back to school!!! i am sooo excited!!! we found a community college that offers a program where i can earn a AA in sign language and then i will transfer to a university and major in Deaf education!!! this feels so right and good to me!!!!I think this is the first time i have been super excited about a career for myself in a long time...everything else has just been a JOB...now, no need to worry no matter what i will continue to work from some airline part time so i can still travel!!!

My weight loss has not been doing well at all. I have been at the very same weight for over a month. I think i have just not been in a route to keep losing. But that is going to change and i will do something about that. I do have a wii fit and that is a great thing to work out on and has been helping a lot!!! but the scale is just not being my friend....

My kids are wonderful and i will be posting some pictures of them soon, from my brand new camera that my wonderful husband got me for valentines day!!!

well that is all for now...