so i have not been so great at the whole blog thing...well really i have not been to great at much of anything. Anyways i have decided to change up my blogging just a little. I have over the past year lost 60lbs, while that is a great amount i still have a whole 100lbs to lose. I have not lost much in the past three months. i have lost and gained the same ten pounds over and over. But i am done with that. It is making me really mad. So i was thinking that maybe if i blog about what i am going to do everyday to lose weight that this will somehow help me to be accountable and lose more weight. I am fighting a HUGE bout of depression and i happen to think that depression is mostly just made up in the head. But when i try and i MEAN try HARD...i cant kick it!!! I have so many things that I need fixed about me. I want to be the person Heavely Father wants me to be. Yet I am having such a hard time.
Anyways back to the weight loss. As most of you know to lose weight I have been on the HCG diet ( google it if you dont know what it is) It does really work but it is a very hard strict diet and it is very hard to stick to. I have done 2 rounds my first round was really good...my second round i did not load right on and i am about 3 weeks into my third round and my weight is right where i started from on it. Because I have not been following the strict 500 calorie diet. I do think that has to do with my depression. But again i am just done with excuses. I can and WILL do this. I HAVE to! i have to for my health, for my children, and for my husband. this is so very important...i am hoping that somehow blogging about it will help me. we will see....
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